Catastrophy

Watching "The Bing Bang Theory" was all I did today, except the afternoon nap though. Yes, I woke up like 9 o'clock, played an episode just before having a cup of coffee or even go to the bathroom.

Not to mention that I'm losing everything that was important to me once and this will take me to depression but during this "The Big Bang Theory" day I just envisioned something really important.

Play Play Play

It's so confusing to get to the kind of people who are hiding under many deffierent faces and excuses. Maybe that's now so clear in the first impressions, but when you encounter misunderstandings and some arguments take place and you try to dig deep the meanings of what somebody else says, you start to find out that there has been a game being played.

What’s wrong with me

I wake up early, take a shower, get ready for work, have a quick breakfast, drive about 45 minutes, attend lots of meetings, have my lunch while thinking about all of my ideas and things I may follow, and again attend lots of meetings, drive about 1.5 hours back home, stare at my laptop screen and happy to be connected to the internet and satisfying the crave for searching until I’m dead sleep. That’s a typical day of my life.

What's life in your style?

"Life is a tragedy for who feels and a comdey for who thinks." -- John Delabruere

I've just read that phrase somewhere in the internet. It was is persian, so useless to put a link. It did something to me. Afte years of reading books and lectures on philosophy and particularly on thinking it was so relief to feel such sentence.
But what is life for ordinary normal people, the majority?! Is there even a good phrase to expose the idea? I'm not sure at the moment but I thin it differs from the intellectual world soooo much.

What is happening in middle-east?

As a middle-eastern, there are many concerns about this region, a region in which the promise land is passing its time to the end (?!).
It's always disaster out there. Isreal, Palestine, Lebonan, Syria, Iraq, Iran, Pakistan and Afghanistan are in the headlines everyday because of terror, suicide bombing, refugee attack, nuclear threats and terms that are not good at all. The face we all see in news networks is completely hopless and wild.
What's going on really here? Even, we who live here cannot tell. I do want to write about my own country, it's political structures and the role that country leaders play in the regoin.

The Wall/The Walls

Accidentally, yesterday (in my local time) I just faced the wall. First I saw a big big poster of a photo exhibition about the Gaza and the situation between Palestine and Israel while I was driving. The second was when I was watching CNN, and Sen. Edwards was using The Walls pattern in his endorsement to Barack Obama speech.
I felt a lil bit stressed. Is that true? We really live in world surrounded by walls? Real and virtual ones. Unfortunately seems yes. I'm not going to talk a bout it anyway.
I watched "When Nitsche Wept" and I liked it. I liked Nitsche more than the film though. It was such a very new experiment for me to try to feel soem philosopher, my ideas even changed. I wished there were movies about lives of all the famous philosophers and master minds.

L'Amelie Poulain brought me here

It was always fun creating a blog in service providers here and there. Actually blogging is one of the best forms of symbolizing my turn points in life. Here is one, yet another one.
It took about an hour to choose a favorite name for the blog. I know I'm lucky, there are people who had worse time finding a name. The point is that most of the taken names are just empty test blogs :(. I wish they were regularly updated. My favorite name are graves of nothing-ness. But I love this one. I'm pro-simplicity, just like the way I am pro-complexity. I do believe in both and love the way it is.